Sunday March 8

It occurred to me as I was thinking today that I lack the skills and experience to do this task alone. Then it occurred to me that there are people one may hire to do this sort of thing. I have even heard that they will courteously tell the victim the name of the client before death. In this situation I would have perfect immunity to connection with it, and Fortunato would understand who it was that wished his death. Yes, a hit-man seems to be the perfect answer, professionalism and efficiency all in one. Though there is the nagging feeling that something is wrong, or rather that it doesn’t seem quite right. He must die that is true, though I am not so sure anymore, whether I do not want to do this myself. If it is not of my own doing can I really say that I have redressed his wrongs, which he did to me on his own. No. I understand more clearly now that an assassin is not a true option. Then what is it that I am supposed to do, how am I to have justice.